| Friday, July 27th, 2007 |
| 10:23 pm |
AHHHHHHH
So i'm don't know who to talk to, or what to do!! Matt and I are kinda fighting because I'm sooooooo sick of sex everything is sex. SEX SEX SEX!!! And I'm sick of it. Three some this butt sex that just let it go. I'm not like that. He knows this. So what the fuck is the problem??? And as a result of me not having sex with him ALL THE FUCKING TIME there's something wrong with me. I'm not being myself. God I hate that. Maybe it's because i'm PMSing!!!!! Hmm I don't know, what ever. Anyway I miss Greg too. It's not like I don't talk to him everyday but it's not the same. I can't just go home and see him, I only get to text message him or talk to him!!! Oh well!!! I love Matt with all my heart and soul but i'm just sick of sex!!! That's the whole reason for this oh well whatever!!! |
| Friday, July 20th, 2007 |
| 9:19 pm |
WOW
So Last week Mike and I were sitting here watching TV and he got a phone call saying Greg Kirchner was here and I was like I wanna see him!! So we hung out! It was fun!! :) We hang out like everyday all week. He had to go back Thrusday morning but we still talk and everything!!! (well more like text but whatever!!!)
But yeah that puts me in a good mood!!! :) (smiley faces everywhere!) What makes me sad is that he had to go back :( so sad! |
| Monday, June 25th, 2007 |
| 8:10 pm |
whao!!! LOL
That's my new saying!!! Just thought i'd share that with everyone!!! So i'm boring and there is nothing going on i'm just bored and waiting for matt to get off work so we can go to HB's for morgies birthday!! But yeah so that's it!!! LOL I'm boring and noone updates so i figured i had a few min that i would!!! HEHE
and that is all.......... Current Music: She thinks my tractors sexy By my man if you don't know who that is bummer dude |
| Thursday, May 24th, 2007 |
| 10:38 pm |
I'm so sick of caring about people who don't give a shit about me. They so oh yeah i'm sorry blah blah but they do it over and over. |
| Monday, May 21st, 2007 |
| 9:32 pm |
I've got a question about friendship
Well first I would like to say that it's a good day bc Josh and Jackie left today!!! Matts taking it hard but I'm happy~!!!! :P So this weekend we had the relay for life for morgan. It was fun until at night they did this walk were it's silent and you remember the people who died of cancer, the one's going through it now, and the one's who have fought it. Nicole get's really emotional about those things and afterwards sat by herself for a while, which was fine. While she was sitting Emily and Cathryn went to the bathroom. When Nicole was done she came over to Matt and I and asked where Cathryn went and I said "she went to the bathroom" and then i said, Kind of jokingly but not really, "I see how it is I'm not good enough to talk to, Whatever." And she kind of gave me this look like come on don't be like that, and just said well i guess i could walk over there. and she did. Then Nicole and Cathryn went up to starbucks and while they were gone Emily and I were walking and talking and I said to her that we could be like Nicole and Cathryn are close and stuff and she's like actually i'm kind of closer to Nicole and Cathryn then i am you. Huh way to burst my fucking esteem. So really are they my "Best Friends" or are they just my good friends?????? This is the question.... It's like Krystal, I know i'm not the first one she calls when she comes home but I'm the first one she calls when she has a problem, and vice versa all the way. She trusts me, She's a BEST FRIEND!!! And Its not like I want to know everything just talked to me about serious things. Ya know. Emily told me that i'm the only one she can talk about sex to. I hate sex, most of the time and I guess if she was a real best friend she would know that. I think she thinks of our group as a clique, bc thats what she called us. I don't know maybe we are but I just concidered us a group of best friends, I really care but i don't. Bc I know I can't say anything to them bc nothing would happen. So i'm just gonna treat them like they treat me, just like a regular hang out buddy/friend. I'm not gonna call them if i need to talk or anything. And that kind of excludes Cathryn bc she tells me things like a true best friend. I guess its mainly Nicole and Emily. (who wont even get to know me.) What ever. Any thoughts?????? |
| Wednesday, May 9th, 2007 |
| 8:48 pm |
so i haven't updated lately bc my computer has been being stupid!! Any Mike Linington rocks my socks off!!!! BC he fixed it!!!!!!! I love that kid!!!!
Anyway not really much has been going on. so i guess there is really no reason to be updating! LOL I'm such a nerd!
My birthday is in 16 days, 4 hours and 10 min!!!!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!! I know its kinda boring bc it's my 22nd but it's still MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT WOOT!!!!!!!!!! PARTY!!!!!!!! HARDY!!!!!!!!!!!! So if your not doing anything on the 26th give me a call we are going out!!!!!!! Prob just to a kareoke bar but still it'll be FUN!!!!!!!!!!!! Cause i'm there!!!!! LOL I know i'm conceited but i'm allowed to be my birthday is soooooonnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!
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MUAHH AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH something to make everyone smile!!! |
| Wednesday, April 18th, 2007 |
| 7:54 pm |
so the funeral went as good as funerals go. But anyway so i dyed my hair on tuesday night (well nicole and cathryn did) but yeah Its really dark for me!!! It's suppossed to be a medium golden brown but it kind of came out more dark then light but it looks really good i really like it!!! I'm really excited about it! If you have myspace i'm gonna put a pic or two of it check it out!! I haven't yet so just keep checking cause i don't know when i'll do it!! I also was messing around with my live journal!!! Lol can you tell I'm bored!!!! Current Mood:  happy |
| Friday, April 13th, 2007 |
| 7:07 pm |
so i have to go to a funeral tonight well just the veiwing. Becca's best friend Mel, her mom died last friday. And the funeral is tomorrow but the viewing is tonight.
I don't like funerals. They kinda freak me out LOL I'm always afraid that the person in the casket is still alive and they are just gonna get up and start talking. Then i make myself think they are breathing bc if you stare at their chest long enough it looks like it's moving. Damn optical illusion!!! But yeah and then walking thru a grave yard I'm always afraid the hands of people buried are gonna reach up and grab me so i only walk on the head stones i will not step on the graves HELL NO!!!
LOL God i'm a freak!!! LOL |
| Wednesday, April 11th, 2007 |
| 8:59 pm |
KRYSTAL!!!!!!
Krystal.......Oh Krystal........Where are you???????????? I haven't heard from you in a while!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Where did you goooooooo?????????????
Oh and YAY!!! I'm home!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!! No I had fun bein in someone elses house but i also like being home too!!! |
| Tuesday, April 10th, 2007 |
| 9:52 pm |
Whoopeeee!!!
So i just found out that josh and jackie are moving to OHH YEAH TEXAS!!!!!!!!!! May 22 Happy fucking birthday to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hopefully they freakin leave this time bc they were supposed to leave last year but didn't!! Current Mood: ecstatic |
| Friday, April 6th, 2007 |
| 1:07 pm |
sorry i know i said i'd keep this updated but i've been house sitting for chanel and patrick (the kids i take to school in the morning!) Anyway I came home to get clothes and stuff but yeah so i will be at their house till wednesday!!! Any way happy easter everyone!!!!!!!! Current Mood: happy |
| Saturday, March 31st, 2007 |
| 10:33 pm |
wow its been a long time since i've written in here. Matt and I are still together!! yesterday was 3 years!!! We moved into a house and mike jones lives with us now. Its pretty cool! Matt and Mike get along great! They work together! Anyway that's about it!! Maybe i should start writing in this more often!!
I could write about how i HATE Matts friend Josh!! And his girlfriend Jackie!! They called me a bitch! ME!!! I'm freaking nice to everyone! WTF! Anyway that was like 2 weeks ago so i'm over it kinda but i haven't seen them since then. i fucking hate people like that! LOL
Current Mood:  sleepy |
| Wednesday, May 10th, 2006 |
| 6:32 pm |
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOO What the fuck america????????????????????????????????? ?? Chris is the best singer on there!!!!!!!!! YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY He should sooooooooo be the next idol. Right now i'm so pissed with american idol right now that i don't even care who wins any more. WTF!!!!!!! Current Mood: pissed upset angry tearyCurrent Music: Chris daughtry singing Elvis |
| Wednesday, May 3rd, 2006 |
| 8:31 pm |
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
so today matt and i went to some car thingy in mount clemenm (sp???) anyway to hang out with josh, jackie, tom, jason, jen and some other kid i don't know. none of them said a word to me and for some reason its my fault bc i was being a bitch. ok so first of all i didn't say a word to either of them and i didn't do anything to any of them so how is that being bitchy??? so now matt and i are fighting bc of it. U should also know that about a week ago we were at josh and jackies when i made a comment that i got teary eyed bc of things that matt and josh had said so now josh isn't talking to me anymore and somehow some reason this is all my fault??? What the fuck. so now matts not gonna let me hang out with his friends and he's not going to hang out with my friends. ya know we never had this problem until josh came into the picture, but oh wait no its all my fault cause i'm a bitch rt? WHAT THE FUCK????!!!!!!!!! The comment was made bc everytime i say something josh has a smart ass comment to make so i just wasn't saying much and matt told me that i should go home bc i'm not having any fun and i was being a bitch and thats when i started getting teary eyed and when i told jackie she told josh who took it the wrong way so now he won't talk to me and i'm a bitch forever. In all the years that most of u have known me how many times have i been bitchy?????? let me answer my own question not very many because very rarely am i a bitchy person, what does josh just bring out the bitchyness in me or something??? AHHHHHHHHHH is all i can say i don't know what to do i don't know what to say what the hell. A little help here anyone...please....thank you... |
| Saturday, April 29th, 2006 |
| 12:51 pm |
So i get to see clay tonight YAY!!!! I'm so exited! matt and i are going to babysit for him!! My Aunts coimg up tomorrow from ohio (I Think) i still have to call her! but anyway so yesterday and today i was a cleaning freak! I did the laundry, dishes, vacuuming, straightening up! and matt did some of the bathroom! He was a BIG help lol!! he only did the tub, sink and walls. i had to do the mirrors, toilet and floor!!! LOL Any way i have to finish getting ready to go!!! Later |
| Monday, April 24th, 2006 |
| 3:09 pm |
I LOVE MY MATTY:P
So i came home today, opened the frig for a drink (of water weirdos!!!) and what did i find???? FLOWERS from who??? my baby Y??? just because he loves me!!!! AWWWWW I love him so much!!!! And he also told me hes gonna take me to the mall and buy me my bathing suit!!!! YAY Current Mood: Overjoyed!Current Music: Amazed by Lone star (our wedding song!) |
| Wednesday, April 12th, 2006 |
| 6:20 pm |
AMERICAN IDOL BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO i'm sittin here watchin American Idol and getting teary eyed What the HELL!!!!! Anyway I think it's gonna be Ace or Paris...Hopefully Paris I'm not really a big fan of hers!!! I kinda like ace!!! I'm just happy my fav's are stayin!!! YAY Chris and Kathrine!!!! SOOOOOOOOO Lets see who wins...(damn commericials!) Yeah so monday night i was working out and doing lunges and i think i totally hurt the tops of my thighs on both legs because for the past 2 days i havent been able to walk fast or even it good!! Imagine working with kids and not being able to walk! It SUCKS!!! But i figured out how to strech them out so they are getting better!!! (Hang on american idols back on) Chris is soo hott!mmmmmmmmm good What the hell... Elliot, Ace, or Bucky??????????????? Y not Paris?????????WTF!!!!! I think it's gonna be Ace.......We'll seeeeeee..... out of the three i want Ace to go....YAY Simon (incase u missed it that's who he thinks is gonna go too) here it is... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO It's Bucky!! NOOOOOOOOO DAMN!!! I like Bucky :( What the hell that leaves me not so happy but i will live bc my fav are still goood!!!! Anyway till next time people:) |
| Friday, April 7th, 2006 |
| 5:10 pm |
hmmmm
So i was just sittin here and decided that i should update my live journal but...i really have nothing to say. Nuttin has changed! Crazy stuff right??? I just don't know what to say! So yeah!!! I'm gonna go now bc that was just the dumbest entry ever! Maybe next time i will have something better!!! Ok something better I'm watching Chad and Matt playing with electrical stuff!!! Need i say more!!! LOL Current Mood: gigglyCurrent Music: Grillz: Nelly |
| Thursday, January 19th, 2006 |
| 6:43 am |
not so good...
Yeah so i just found out that nicoles zalewski's sister, morgan has leukemia...again. she has a 50/50 chance. Please pray for her. Shes a good kid. She's only 10. please pray for her. |
| Tuesday, January 17th, 2006 |
| 9:28 am |
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
yeah so i know he's strawbarys best friend but johnnySu is getting on my fucking nerves. Sorry but u don't fucking call one of my best friends a slut. Yeah he called cathryn a slut. I already feel so bad for setting them up i know all they did was hang out 2 times but she had sex with him and i'm sure he presured her into it. That and stupid shit like he promised to put a radio in my car and it hasnt been done yet and i found out that it was going to be some stupid cheap one! FUCK THAT i will go buy my own!!! And he promised to put a lock key la century whatever thingy in my car and oh yeah hasn't yet but u have time to fuck one of my best friends and then make fun of her in front of me??? What ever u fucking asshole get out of my damn apartment! FUCKER!!! Anyway other than that everything else is GREAT!!! Matt fixed my headlight i am no longer a padiddle!!!! WHOOT!!!!!!! and he got a grill for the front of it and he changed my battery!!! So now all he needs to change is the hood, fenders, and bumper!!! WOO WHO!!!!!!! All Good Here Though |
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